About a couple years ago I started my journey to become MMA fighter. I made the decision after watching the UFC for years and other MMA promotions and I did boxing for a couple years and even join a wrestling club so I had some ground experience and some punch experience so I figured I’d give it a shot. Little did I know that the journey was going to be a lot harder than I thought. Mixed Martial Arts (MMA) combines boxing with martial arts and wrestling. Because it puts all the forms together which is kind of weird when you think of it. Getting started seem to take forever but once I did and decided I’d stay with it, I felt right about it all the way up to my first fight.
While I was nervous at the beginning I knew I would have to have a different mindset that I could focus with. Normally I weigh in at 230 pounds which is pretty good. At the time of weigh in and don’t make weight. I’m overweight at 232 ,so yeah I’m 2 pound advantaged but I think it wouldn’t count towards record. By this time he’s already made weight. I’ve actually made weight. I didn’t want to eat because I was nervous. Around lunchtime i believe i went for a run to boost my cardio and the whole time i just thought of what the fans would think or what the other kid i was facing was thinking he had already fought so i believe so i doubt he was nervous at all.
I remember that i called my coach after the run and asked him what time i should get to the gym he said he would call me when he was ready for me. Then i believe that I went to my basement and used my punching bag for a bit to work on my hand work. To be honest I think this made me more nervous to fight thinking that I would even mess up in my basement. That was definitely probably the worst part of the pre fight.
When I got to the gym in the afternoon I was very nervous and even got worse which upset me a lot so I feel like I should be even more confident by the time I got to the gym but I wasn’t. I still have really nervous throughout the day and I could go really mad at myself for this. I’m going to have no stamina or food in my stomach going into the fight. I’ve barely even had a glass of water all day to drink. My manager was like damn it now. I got to get you a smoothie or go make you one, otherwise you never know if you’ll last in the ring. I mean he had a point and I was just too nervous to disagree with him.
Fast forward about a couple hours later I get my gear on and I got on this stupid sweatshirt I wore to walk out to the ring with. There was a weird symbol on a black Nike sweatshirt. I felt my shorts were way too short and tight the time. That was just something that nobody asked for and nobody want to see including myself but it was too late to go back. Then I walked over to the area where the coaches were. They went over what I’ve learned in my training I think they were wrapping my hands and talking to me. I started to lose focus of the coaches when I thought i would get knocked out in 13 seconds there goes everything I work for done in 13 seconds and I dont want everyone to be laughing at me and then I can pretty much consider my career will be over so unfortunately I was not listen to him as you can tell .
Then it was time the moment felt like you was in slow motion. My entrance music hit fuck up some commas by Future at time for some reason I thought to myself this music appropriate for children but then I said why do I care it’s my flight. I was already starting to sweat and feel nervous I canfeel the crowd staring at me. The other kids friends and family were there just to see the fight and I thought to myself why am I doing this. My shorts felt Tighter then ever and I was not a fan and I kind of wanted to go home at that moment. Then I was pulled aside by the official and he goes over the rules with you and those other ring guys put like the Vaseline on your face for when you get punched. Then they make sure you cut your fingernails. Then they check your gloves and pads on your body is see if not hiding any weapons which I kind of find ridiculously I could sneak out LED pipe in there. Then I stopped right before I stepped in the cage said a quick prayer in the entrance way and stepped in and just feel the adrenaline running.
Then my opponent made his entrance and he came out. He was 25 years old and about 8 pounds heavier than me about a couple inches taller so he was already bigger and had a better recored which meant he could definitely beat me up. It’s possible that I could have beat him but i didn’t . Next thing you know I hear bell ringing and it’s time to go. I didnt treat it like any other match, like most competitive matches the first thing to do is just square up and land punches early on my account. Next thing you know I heard the bell rang and it was time. we approach each other in the ring and the next thing you know he got some good punches on me and it kind of set me back because of that I got more nervous. Then I kind of settled in my mind and once 4 I got a few good punches end in even somehow successfully landed a takedown and brought him to the ground. Then at the end of round 1 i was still up then round 2 started then it all wnet down hill and i got knocked out.But hey how many people can say they survived in the first round of the MMA debut and actually have a decent first round. So i was very proud of myself.